Helpless

Sometimes, I feel so helpless!



My children are my world, yes even if my title is "Not So Perfect Mom".



My kids hurt because of their father. One is caught in the need to have contact with her father and the insanity that he brings into her life. The other has been alienated by him and has no idea why. Both are hurting and I don't know how to fix it. Aren't mom's suppose to be able to fix things?



I grew up without someone that actually deserved the title of Father. Never actually knew who he actually was. Don't feel bad for me, I don't, it's just the way it was and is!



With that in mind, I always wanted my girls to have a Great relationship with their Father and honestly, now I wonder why. He just causes them pain.



I wish I could talk to him and try to get through, however, I had tried this many times in the past and